Wednesday, 29 July 2015

I plan to run tomorrow

I plan to Run Tomorrow. 

After every run , the Top Gear Mig group spends about 15 minutes stretching.

On some of the day's,  the stretching is done at a park in the Bandra-Kurla complex.  

It's a nice open space with some greenery amidst a concrete and glass jungle.

At that early hour, the park is empty except for our running group, a senior citizen's laughing club and some mosquitoes.

The Senior citizens laughing club perform their morning exercises not far from where  we do our stretching.  

They also do some stretching and strengthening before they start their wonderful laughter. 

Although I notice them as I walk past them, I've never really paid much attention, until today. 

Today after we finished stretching we were walking past them towards our parked car. 

One senior citizen gentleman was conducting their morning routine.   

All of them were standing in a large circle as he shouted out something. I noticed that they were repeating in chorus whatever he was saying. 

His words caught my ear !

He shouted, ". We are not old", and they repeated, "We are not old".

He shouted ," We are healthy " and they repeated , "We are healthy" 

He shouted, "We are blessed " and they repeated, "We are blessed " 

He shouted, "We are proud citizens of India" and they repeated, " We are proud citizens of India"

He shouted,  "We will be here again tomorrow morning." 

And the reply back came loud and clear and emphatic  "We will be here again tomorrow morning !!"

The words startled me : "We will be here again tomorrow morning !!" 

When I assimilated those words,  I was moved. I felt a tug at my heart. I wanted to go and hug each one of them. 

They were so aware of this gift of life. They were so aware of the fragility and fleetingness of life. 

I'm just so blind. I keep planning for the future, which is fine,  but at the same time,  I do not acknowledged the blessing of life every single day, leave alone every single moment. 

I simply forget that every day is such a privilege.    

I understand that shouting-out aloud, "We will be here again tomorrow", does not ensure it.   But it does make us realise and acknowledged the possibility that we might not be here tomorrow. 

And perhaps if we realise that possibility, we will be aware enough to spend today as it should be spent... In living a good honourable life ! 



Monday, 27 July 2015

2 minutes of Rest

2 Minutes of Rest

So The Day is almost upon me.  Tomorrow morning, for the first time after Comrades 2015, I shall restart running Interval sessions.

I hope to do speed training at least once, or at the most twice in a 10 day training cycle.  The 1000 meter repeats will have a rest interval of 2 minutes.  The 400 meter reps will have a shorter rest interval.   

Interval sessions take everything out of me. I am almost sacred of them.   

To do them right one has to push through each repeat at an intensity which causes some amount of discomfort.

The ability to keep pushing myself at a time when my heart, body, mind, and spirit wishes me to stop is not an ability I naturally possess.  I have almost none of the talents that makeup a natural athlete.    

The thing I notice the most when I do the repeats is the malleability of Time.  The 2 minute rest interval between 1000 meter repeats disappears at a speed which is unbelievable.

I finish the 1000 meter run and look at my watch and I notice that first 15 seconds of the rest time have already gone.  I hardly walk a few steps and take some deep breaths and the beep-beep from the Garmin leads me into the last 5 seconds of the 2 minutes rest period and I fail to understand where the 2 minutes have disappeared. 

How I value each of those 120 seconds of rest.  If I could only Value each fleeting second in my daily life, as I do those 120 seconds, I could perhaps do far more justice to these wonderful days of my life and good health that I have been blessed with. 

No matter the repeat length, 400 meters or 800 meters or 1000 meters; the experience is the same:  A good dose of pain along with an increasing awareness of the fleeting nature of Time.

The apparent benefits of interval training are very tangible.  In the long term, it improves your cruising speed and your ability to take pain in the later stages of a race. 

But the biggest benefit from Interval training is that I train and explore my ‘will power’.  I may be saddled with all sorts of limitations.  I may have little or no natural talent, little or no strength, little or no natural athletic ability.  But If I can control my ‘will’ and if I can ‘will’ myself to put in the effort to run the repeat, as it deserves to be run, then I can make up all those things that I am deficient in.  

If I can train myself to start a new repeat and give it the effort it deserves at a time when my arms, legs, body, heart, mind and brain isn’t ready to welcome the pain of the new repeat, then I have achieved the aim of the repeat.    

In my opinion, will power, like many other things in life is perhaps not something that one is born with.  It is something that can be acquired by practice. One builds-up stores, by simply going into that zone of pain again and again and willing oneself to re-engage in battle one more time.

So as the clock runs out, as the 2 minutes of rest time disappears into nothingness and as I look at the 1000 meters that lie ahead of me, I have to make a decision. 
I have to ask myself, “Can I, once again, engage with life.  Can I give the 1000 meters that lie ahead everything I have without holding back?  Can I give the speed repeat everything it deserves?

Will I have the courage to embrace the pain?”

Will I be a hero?

George Sheehan said that, “Our highest human need is to be a hero.” He said that, “When we cease to be heroic, we no longer truly exist.”  He believed that, “though ordinary experiences, the ordinary person can become extraordinary.”

Like thousands of my fellow runners, I aspire for greatness, I aspire to be a hero, I aspire to be extraordinary.   Like all of my friends, I battle with myself.
 
I battle neither for others nor for external recognition nor for glory.  I battle only against my own limitations and against the fleeting nature of Time.

My heroism is limited to an audience of one.  And my armory has only one weapon. All I have is my ‘will’.
So when the two minutes of rest-time run out tomorrow, all I will have with me to do battle will be my ‘will’ and a prayer in my heart to the God within me which says: “Let me be ready!”  


   


Friday, 24 July 2015

Age is just a Number 

Earlier this month I finished 49 years on this planet. I don't seem to remember where all that time went. I can remember only some very special days. The rest is just noise. 

Early on in the month, over dinner, my mother commented that I seemed to have lost a lot of hair and that my hair line was receding.   

 "Yes" i admitted.  I didn't know that it was already so apparent. I had noticed it a few months ago and hoped it wasn't as obvious to others as it was to me. 
About two year ago while I was running on juhu beach,  a kid who was playing cricket had managed to hit an awesome shot.  The ball was flying at break neck speed towards the boundary, about 5.5 feet above sand level, and my left eye happened to be in the way.   

For a long time after that I would see flashes of light in my left eye but the doc had assured me that there seemed to be no permanent damage. 

Now over the last few months,  vision from that left eye would   Occasionally become hazy.  

So It happened that a few days after the 'hair' conversation with my mom,  in the month of my 49th birthday, I was again visiting the ophthalmologist. 
He decided to dilate the pupils of both my eyes and then opined that my eyes were in the early stages of cataract;  both eyes. 

He said that I was basically quite 'young' to have cataract but sometimes this is something like 'grey hair' ! Some get it early. Some never get it.  I happened to be up-front in the line when God was handing out cataract contracts. 

I returned home and shared the news with neepa. 

"So what shall we do ?", she asked.  After some thought, I reached a decision : "Let's order some ice cream" I said.  I decided to celebrate life with some ice cream. 

At 49 my body was certainly on the decline since long but these were the first clear apparent signals that told me : "amit , my boy, you're going Down " 

It is kind of sad to know that the hair is going , that the eyes are going.  But at the same time , I know that I'm so blessed that most of the other far more dramatic systems are still holding.  Things could be so much worse.   I am indeed fortunate and blessed.  

Everything will eventfully go Down for everyone and we never really know when the floor disappears from below our feet.    

Earlier today , I ran with my Mig Top Gear group at Mount Mary hill. 

Dilipbhai Patil decided that he would pace me Up 10 times on that 300 meter incline.  He really managed to push me and get the best out of me.  

Later, Sandesh decided to pace me for the 5x 100 meter sprints up the same hill.  That really turned my legs into jelly. 

Later Dr Ajit Kharat and Samson Sequeira made us do some stretching exercises which, to me, felt suspiciously like strengthening exercises. 

All in all, I think I ended up with perhaps the hardest work out I have done in the last 10 years since I started running. 

I came home totally ( to use an American paratrooper expression : FUBARed. (Fuxxxd beyond all recognition )  and then I knew what I had to do. 

I asked Neepa for some ice cream. 

As I enjoyed my ice cream,  I thought about the things I still want to do. I want to continue running. I want to run Comrades until the day I go Down. 

And I then I smiled at a happy thought :  2016 is after all a Comrades Down Run.   

And no matter what happens. I'm going to be Up for it. 

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( The Zurich Iron Man just took place. 
My fellow Comrades runner Dr Anand Patil finished it.  He is 51.  
Makes me realise that Age is just a number. 

Dr. Patil,my friend, Lead on ! ) 

Wednesday, 22 July 2015

Be Here

Be Here

Sometimes I think that I am quite a miser.  I am a miser when it comes to expending my energy.  I am always saving myself for the some future run.

Earlier today I decided to do some hard 400 meter intervals; about 10 of them.  Now I know that the idea is to do all 10 of the repeats with about the same intensity.  So I started cautiously because I know that I need to make my energy last for the full session. 

About half way through the session I started thinking about tomorrows run.  Tomorrow I plan to run with my MIG Top gear group.  It is supposed to be an easy run day. But they all run faster than me.  So when I start with them, I need to hold onto the slowest of them for dear life.

The thought of tomorrows run made me cut down on my intensity today.  I felt that I need to save my energy for tomorrow.   So I did my 400 meter repeats at an intensity which was less than my best.  I gave this some thought after I finished my work out.  I realize that I have seen myself doing this once too often.

During a work-out, I start thinking of the work-outs to follow in the rest of the week and in order to do those future work-outs in decent shape, I decide to cut the intensity of the work-out at hand.

I slow down NOT because I am fatigued or injured or sick or feeling unwell.  I slow down simply because I am worried about my next run.   To change or indeed cancel a work out because of illness, fatigue or injury is the right and proper thing to do.  But I start deciding to lower the intensity of my workout simply to save myself for the future.  I decide to hoard my energy for the future.    

I sacrifice the present for the future.

I do this even at the gym.  I sometimes don’t a hard leg work out with weights because I am afraid that the leg work-out will leave my legs sore for the next run.  So I do less leg strengthening than what I am capable of doing.   But then I find that in the next run, I again save myself for the run to follow.  I consequently don’t do any work out at its correct intensity. 

I am therefore never ‘Total’.  

I never bring my entire energy into any single workout.  I am always divided.  I am always saving myself for the future workouts.

A few (not many) of my friends have the opposite issue. 

I have noticed that they can’t slow down.  They push in every single workout.  They push on a slow run they push on a recovery day. They can’t cut their volume.  They even push on a rest day.  They simply can’t relax on a day they have earmarked for relaxation.  They don’t take it easy even when unwell or injured. 

In my opinion, both these behaviours cause problems.  Just as I can’t run at my full potential because I don’t push when I’m supposed to push, they can’t perhaps push to the extent they are truly capable of pushing because they don’t slow down when they are supposed to slow down.    

The problem is two sides of the same coin.  Both are continuously looking into the future.

Osho tells the story of Rinzai. 

“One day Rinzai a Zen Master was working in his garden and somebody approached. The man had come to ask some philosophical questions. He was a philosophical seeker.
He didn't know that the man who was working in the garden was Rinzai himself. He thought he must be a gardener, a servant, so he asked, "Where is Rinzai?"

Rinzai said, "Rinzai is always here."

Of course, the man thought that this gardener seemed to be mad because he said that Rinzai was always here. So he thought it would not be good to ask anything of this man again and he started moving off to ask someone else.

Rinzai said, "Don't go anywhere, because you will not find him anywhere. He is always here." But he escaped from this madman.

Then he inquired from others and they said, "The first man you met is Rinzai." So he came back and said, "Forgive me, I am sorry, I thought you were mad. I have come to inquire about something. I want to know what truth is. What should 

I do to know it?" Rinzai said, "Do whatsoever you want to do, but do it entirely."

“The point is not what you do. The point is that you do it entirely”.

I find that I never always ‘here’. I am always divided between the workout I am doing and the work out that is about to follow the next day or the next week.  

Sometimes, I cut down distance to save my energy for the next run.  Sometimes, I avoid certain sections of the road because the gradient may take away my energy for the run to follow.  I keep compromising the current workout for the future workout.

Consequently perhaps, I never reach my full potential. If I want to improve, each run should be only about itself. 

A recovery run must be a recovery run, a speed interval must be a speed interval, a tempo run should be a tempo run, a long hilly run must be a long hilly run.  A rest day must be a rest day.  A day where I must expend every ounce of my energy should be a day when I expend every ounce of my energy.  On such a day, I should save nothing.  I must do each run with the intensity it deserves. 

“The point is not what you do each day. The point is that you do it ENTIRELY”

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(I asked my friends at Mig Top Gear, Chitra Nadkarni and Dilip Patil, if they ever faced this issue.  

My problem sounded alien to both. “No”, they replied in unison, “We run hard only on days when we’re supposed to run hard. 3 days a week”.  


I thought about what they said.  I glad that the world is a simpler place for some.  I'm glad that at least some people in this world are right where they are supposed to be.  

I hope to get there too...by being Here)

Sunday, 19 July 2015

Look at the Mirror (BNP Endurathon 2015)

Look at the Mirror (BNP Endurathon 2015)

Yesterday I was privileged to take part in the BNP Endurathon 2015. This was a 25k run organized in the Borivalli National park.  It was a hard run. In the pre-race briefing one of the race organisers described the route as one where Comrades runners are born.  The rolling terrain with 4 small hills when added to the heat and humidity certainly made it a hard run.

As I stood on the start-line, I was ready for some suffering.  I had very modest expectations from this race for myself.  I simply wanted to finish the race.  I didn’t want to come in last.

Since running Comrades on 31 May 2015, I had fallen off the wagon.  I was eating everything in sight, sleeping in late and I was not really running or exercising.  I had joined the MIG Top gear running group but had run only 5/6 times with them in the preceding 6 weeks.  I had put on 4 kgs of weight.

So as I said, I didn’t have any expectations except to run and enjoy this race.

Today, Facebook is full of race pictures of the 1000 odd participants.  People are congratulating the race organizers for a splendidly organized race and also sharing their personal experiences.

Most of the runners have been happy with how the day unfolded.

I was however taken aback when a very young and strong runner shared his experience.  He was gutted he said.  He was so disappointed with his performance that he apologized to his friends for his disastrous performance.  He had expected to come first and he apologized for “losing”.

His post made me think...about myself.

I have often gone into races with high expectations for myself.  While I’m training for Comrades I often see myself running into the finish in under 11:00 hours.  Unfortunately on race day, I barely manage to finish in under 12:00 and that sometimes leads to disappointment.

All runner love running!  That I think, is a given.  We can never question that.  Some want to run the race in a target time.  That too cannot be denied.  There is no harm in setting a goal.  Running for time and running for pleasure are not mutually exclusive concepts.  They can co-exist.

The question is not that I desire something and then am sometimes disappointed when the desire is not fulfilled.  The question is, “Did I truly work hard towards my goal to be righteously disappointed on not achieving it”

Does my disappointment have a solid foundation?

Osho once told the story of a young man trying to find a bride.  “A new shop opened in town.  It was a shop where any young man could go and find a suitable wife.

A young man went inside the shop.   Inside the shop he found two doors.  One door had a sign on it which said, “Young Wife”, the other had a sign which read “Older Wife”.  The young man pushed the first door and went inside.

Again he found two doors inside.  There was no wife to be found no wife, just two more doors.  The first door had a sign which said, “Beautiful” the second had a sign which read, “Ordinary”.

The young man again entered the first door.   Again there was no one inside.

There were just two more doors.  The sign on the first door said, “Excellent Cook” the sign on the second door said, “Not a cook”.  The young man pushed through the first door. (I would have done the same).

Again he found two doors inside.  The sign on the first door said, “very talented singer” and the sign on the second door said “does not sing”.  He pushed through the first door.

Again he found two doors inside.  The sign on the first door said, “Rich woman” and the sign on the second door said “Poor woman”

Once again the young man chose wisely.  He opened the first door.  This was good judgement, good calculation, good wisdom.

But this time, when he opened the door.  He found himself in front of a large mirror and there was a sign which read:

“You desire many wonderful traits in your wife.  It is time now for you to look at your own face.”

This is much like me. I often desire great performances from myself at my races.  I want pace and speed and grace, but have I stepped back and looked at myself?

Have I looked at myself in the mirror?

I want to finish a sub 11:00 Comrades but have I put in the training? Have I run the hard sessions? Have I put in the speed sessions, the hill sessions, the long distance sessions and the correct rest sessions?
Have I slept right? Have I eaten right?

It is easy to desire and then be disappointed and gutted at one’s race day performance.  But one must always look at oneself in the mirror and ask if one truly deserves that which one desires.

I agree that sometimes even after doing everything right one has a bad day.  But that will almost always be the exception and not the rule.

I was lucky that at BNP Endurathon 25.0 I didn’t have any extra-ordinary desires.  I didn’t want to run fast. I just wanted to finish.  For a change, I knew my limitations on the day.

But come January 2016 and I will once again start dreaming of Comrades 2016 and that elusive sub 11:00.

But I have come to realise that I will need to have a long hard look in the mirror before I next stand on that start-line.

And as far as finding a wife is concerned: All those doors have long been shut. !   

Friday, 3 July 2015

Planting Seeds

Finishing Comrades gives the runner a real 'high'.  Not finishing Comrades gives the runner a real 'low'.  In both cases, the final outcome is actually the same.  One is raring to Go !  Either you feel awesome and want to restart training and push harder.  Or, you feel crushed and disappointed and want to restart training and push harder.  

You simply cant wait to get back on the road.

I somehow managed to keep my enthusiasm in check and took rest.  After about 3 weeks of complete rest after Comrades, I was simply bursting at the seams, literally and figuratively.  I was bursting with enthusiasm to start again. My growing waist line was bursting out of my pants.

I requested my office colleague to make my new log book.  I told him to keep the start date as 28th June 2015 and end date as 29 May 2016 (Comrades 2016)
I had Neepa register both of us for The BNP Enduro 25k on July 18th, The Hyderabad marathon on Aug 30th, and The Satara Half on September 6th.

I had figured it all out.  From the first week itself, I was going to hit the gym at least 3 times a week.  I was going to run with my friends at Top Gear Mig 3 times a week and run by myself for another 3 days of the week.

Life, was pretty sorted.
On Sunday 28th of June 2015, I started my new running year.  I ran a 10k.  I've been in bed ever since.  I have caught a stomach bug.
The first full week of entries in my log book reads :
Mon: Sick,
Tue: Sick
Wed: Sick
Thus: Sick
Fri:Sick

I had such plans !!  I am distraught with grief and disappointment.

In these moments of grief, I thought of a joke.

One day Osho was walking on the street,  He met Mulla Nasruddin on the road.  He was walking with his two children.
"So", said Osho, " How are your two children?"
Nasruddin replied, "Both are good."
Osha asked, "How old are they?"
Mulla Nasruddin replied, " The doctor is five and the lawyer is seven."

I laughed at this clown Nasruddin but i realised that I was no different.   I was making all sorts of plans for the future even when the next moment was so totally out of my control.

So is there a way ? Osho says, that planning too much is wrong.  But he also says that if you don't plan you will drift and drifting is also wrong.  So plant the seed, he says.  Without planting the seed no tree will grow.  At the same time, we need to relax.  We cannot dig up the seed everyday to check whether it is growing.  We need to leave it alone.  We need to let nature take its course.  We need to let Life happen, for things to evolve.

Don't plan, Don't drift.  Find a balance.

I don't know, about all this!

All this wisdom is hard to assimilate when I have stomach cramps, nausea, an empty log book, a 25k coming up on 18th July, and a wife who is up and about every morning and running as hard as she can!  

Wednesday, 24 June 2015

Doctors and Dieticians !

Doctors and Dieticians

For the last few years, I’ve often been invited to give motivational talks to runners. 

At the end of such talks, I’m often asked two questions.  These questions are invariably about running injuries and about a runner’s diet.

These are hard questions to answer and I’m not competent enough to answer them. Both these issues lie in the realm of medical professionals. 

So the real question which very often actually needs asking is not how to deal with a particular injury or whether to adopt a particular diet, I think the most important question for a runner is: How does one find the right doctor and the right dietician? 

A runner is never an island.  All of us rely on our family, friends, doctors, physiotherapists, masseurs, dieticians and so many other people to help get us to the finish line. 
Selecting our team is an art.  For me, it’s been an acquired art.   In fact, it’s been a long time in the acquiring and is still a work in progress.

But I want to share my experience with this critical question.  I understand that people may not agree with my opinion and they have a right to do so.  That is the essence of democracy.    What is true for me may not be true for you.  I'm simply explaining my point of view.       
When it came to choosing a doctor for medical issues, some excellent advice was given by Dr Tim Noakes, MD. in his classic book, The Lore of Running.  

In the Chapter titled “Staying Injury Free”, Dr Noakes gives his 10 laws.

Law #8 states: “Never Accept as Final the Advice of a Nonrunner (MD or Other). 
Dr Noakes suggests 4 simple criteria in choosing a medical consultant:

1) Your advisor must be a runner.   Dr Noakes felt that only a runner will have insight into your running issues.  This does not mean that his advice will always be right but there is a greater probability that it will be correct.

2) Your practitioner must be able to discuss in detail the genetic, environmental and training factors likely to have caused your injury. This will be more likely when he is a runner.

3) The practitioner must be able to understand your passion for running.  This is also more likely if he is a runner.  It is patently ridiculous, says Dr Noakes, to accept advice from someone who is antagonistic to your running in the first place.

4) Your adviser shouldn’t be expensive, as most running injuries can be cured without recourse to expensive treatments.  In support of this concept, Dr Noakes, quotes Tom Osler who said, “God heals and the doctor sends the bills.”

I have generally come to accept these rules when it comes to choosing my Doctor for medical injuries.  

I have only modified them slightly.  I am willing to take the advice from a Doctor who isn’t a runner as long as I know that the doctor is passionately involved in some sport.  I want him to have played some sport during his life with the same passion that I run.  

I modified Dr. Noakes criteria because I think it would be hard, for example, for a swimmer to find a doctor who swims or a badminton player to find a doctor who plays badminton.  But I think to share a passion for sport’s is good enough.

My biggest struggle however, has been with dieticians. 

Over the last 10 years, I’ve been to a dozen dieticians. It’s been an eventful journey. 

To begin with, I felt the need for a dietician.  I concede that someone may not feel the need.  There may be some runners who may simply have instinctive knowledge of what their body needs and so are able to naturally eat the right quality and quantity of food.  There may be some who feel that they can do their own research and sort out their diets themselves.   

I am not one of them.  I didn’t mind seeking professional advice. 

The first dietician I went to meet, 10 years ago, was an elderly gentleman who was very famous.

In the first meeting, he gave me a list of blood work I needed to do.  He weighed me and announced that I could easily lose 25 kgs of weight.  That surprised me a bit.  10 kgs might have seemed reasonable. 25kgs seemed a bit over the top.  But the idea pleased me.

It was a very short meeting because he said that we would discuss things only after I get the blood work.  That was end of the consultation.  

I had however noticed that his assistant, who actually shared the desk with him, was slightly overweight.   But I was focused on myself.

In my next meeting even before anyone spoke a word, he put in front of me 3 large photo albums and with a shake of his head, asked me to look at them. The albums were full of those 'before-after' pictures which we see in weight loss advertisements.

After I glanced through them and conveyed my admiration for his expertise, with a similar shake of my head, he looked through my blood work results.

His slightly overweight assistant then input some data from the reports into the computer.

There was a large dot-matrix printer on the next table and out came one sheet of paper.  

She then explained to me that this was list of all the stuff I could eat.  It was generic list: rice, wheat, lentils, vegetables, cooking oil etc given in terms of weight and volume.  She said cook whatever you want with this quantity and eat it.

For the first time, I felt the real need to speak.  I then explained to them that I was planning to run a marathon and I was hoping for some diet advice with that in mind. 

The old gentleman said, “Eggs!! Eggs!! Eat lots of Eggs!!”

After saying that, the old gentleman and the slightly overweight assistant just sat back and didn’t volunteer any more information.   They simply sat and started at me. 

After an uncomfortable silence I asked, “What happens when I eat out?” 

With lightning reflexes, the old gentleman, whipped out a book which he had apparently authored.  He said, “This is a book which explains how to order in a restaurant. It’s for Rs 500/-”. 

After saying that, the old gentleman and the slightly overweight assistant just sat back and didn’t volunteer any more information.  They simply sat and stared at me. 

I left their office.  I’m ashamed to say that I bought the book.  I felt angry that I had given a vial of my blood to no end.  I felt angry that the man had not asked me a single question about my lifestyle and my goals. 

I was traumatised by that experience.  The emotional scars from those two meetings with the old gentleman and his slightly overweight assistant might never heal. 

It was few years before I gathered the courage to go meet another very well established dietician.  

This one went to the other extreme.  After the routine blood work, this one asked me so many questions that I felt I was being interrogated for entry into India’s counterespionage agency.  

They seemed to want to know all my most intimate secrets.  I think, they have with them now, stored somewhere in their hard drives, more information about my personal habits than Neepa, my wife, will ever know.   

This team asked me my goals, my long term and short term plans.  I felt I was in good hands.  

This dietician’s office was inside an establishment which also housed her husband’s shop.  

He owned a shop which sold diet and protein supplements and although I saw a complete conflict of interest, I happily bought more than 10,000/- worth of vitamins and minerals from him which she prescribed.  Actually she stood right next to the counter and asked the salesman to get the stuff ready.  I also bought different types of protein powders and amino acid supplements.  I didn’t mind buying stuff which I felt might be lacking in the basic diet.

I had given them an exact idea of my goal.  I had explained to them that I didn’t come to them for weight loss but to become stronger. I told them I that I wanted to increase my immunity levels.  I told them that when the energy drop comes during my run, I did not want it to come due to lack of nutrients in my diet.  I wanted to eat healthy.  I wanted to run strong.    

They made me report back on every small molecule of food which went into my mouth. I was made to generate data for them at an atrocious rate.   Recording data actually become time consuming.  I had to email data every day and carry hard copies with me. 

After two weeks, they started removing all carbs and fat from my diet.  They were high on proteins which I felt was good but they didn’t add anything else which I could use as fuel during my runs. 

By the end of one month I was finished. I had no energy left in my body and my runs became unbearably tiring.   I had bought thousands worth of supplements from her but they wanted me, an 80kg man, to live on a frugal carb and fat deprived diet.   

I guess they had never consulted with a marathon runner before.  I think that they simply had a large clientele of people who went to them for weight loss.  So although they had asked me my goals, they had no idea on how to help me get there.  They had put me on a weight loss diet.

I vowed to stay away from dieticians. 

But, of course, I couldn’t.  I knew I needed some help to sort out what to eat.  In my opinion, reading about diets is never enough because there is no one perfect diet for all.  A diet has to be tweaked to each individual’s requirement.  That is why one needs a living breathing person advising.

So let me tell you how I finally solved my problem.  It took me close to 10 years to sort it out.  Let me tell you how I came to see the light. 

It happened at a seminar organized for runners.  I was one of the speakers and so was one dietician.  I was sitting in the audience awaiting my turn while the dietician was speaking.  

Someone from the audience asked a question. “Ma’am, you advice that we eat two hours before the run, but you know in Mumbai sometimes we have to start our long runs very early because it later gets very hot.  How do we eat the breakfast which you suggest at 3:00am in the morning if I have to leave my house at 5:00am?”

The dietician didn’t miss a beat, she cupped her cheek in the palm of her hand to suggest that she was lying in bed with her face in the pillow and answered in a sing song tone. “Eat as you sleep, Eat as you sleep”.  The audience laughed and the next question was asked.  I wanted to punch myself in the face.

I am forever grateful for that moment because at that moment I saw the light!  I had realised what was wrong with every single dietician I had met so far.  

None of them were runners.  None of them were interested or played any sport. 

They were professional dieticians yes, but none of them had run even a 5K in their entire life.  

This lady couldn’t answer that man's question because she had no instinctive idea about the issues a runner faces.  

She had no firsthand knowledge of what a runner needs and experiences.   She simply didn't understand running the way even a novice runner does. 

What Dr. Tim Noakes has written about doctors is true even for dieticians.   His concepts for choosing your medical practitioner can be applied for choosing your dietician. 

So finally after a 10 year search, just 3 months before Comrades 2015, I found such a dietician.  Someone who was not just a runner but someone who was a Boston qualifier and someone who ran like I would want to run. 

She did not sell me a single supplement. She simply introduced a massive amount of natural foodstuff in my diet.  She added all sorts of seeds and nuts.  She added far more protein than I was eating. She added more vegetables than I was eating. She allowed certain fats.  She allowed certain carbs.  

My weight stayed stable and my energy levels increased.   She understood that losing weight wasn’t my goal, running strong was. 

She gave me different diets based on my weekly volume.  She gave me different diets based on my daily volume.   My pre-run meals differed based on intensity and volume of that days run. 

She gave me a different diet during my peak training weeks and she gave me a different diet for my taper weeks.  
She helped me to hydrate with healthy homemade drinks during the hot months of March, April and May when we did our peak training in the hot and humid Mumbai weather.  

She gave advice which was specific to a runner.  She knew all this because she was a runner.  I will always remain grateful to Roopali Mehta for what she did for me.

I have now learnt to never take advice from a dietician who is not a runner or someone who is not passionately involved with sports. 

But all good things come at a cost.  Finding this dietician also had a couple of major drawbacks. This new food regime drove Neepa nuts for all the new cooking and shopping which had to be done.  But Neepa going nuts, was acceptable. It wasn’t the major cost.   We actually ended up buying an additional refrigerator because of the amount of different things we ended up eating.   But then, who said that running was inexpensive.   

For those 3 months before Comrades, we stayed with her diet.  But now after Comrades, I’ve backed off for a while.  For now, I have been eating everything in moderation. 

And I believe that in the long run, perhaps that is the ideal diet. 

Eat everything in moderation!  

It's been 24 days since Comrades and I have been eating everything and more.   I have even been eating lots and lots of desserts and drinking alcohol.(these perhaps not as moderately as one should) 

I am simply enjoying the feeling of having finished another Comrades Marathon.  

But soon Neepa and I need to restart our training.  

Moderation, unfortunately, will again have to wait for later.